New illness

ok not that anyone should care, just for my record, i got told i have Tietze Syndrome yesterday :( i am in agony more that ever now, i have the worst headache, really sore ribs, i cant see out my left eye and my wrists hurt like crazy..... surely theres some strong painkiller out there to numb all this...

Fighting Depression

ok so i have decided to write a blog on depression, so maybe some people might not read this but i cant change that lol, but for anyone who does read it here goes nothing...

For anyone who's ever had depression you know what its like, that black cloud hanging over you, the desire to forget everything and to just hide away from life, for some people the desire to "relieve" the pain either by cutting or in some worse cases suicude. Depression is slowly becoming more and more known, but people suffering are becomming wiser to hiding their symptoms or just ignoring them till they're alone.

This really isint the best option for anyone, it's hard to talk about the things in life that cause it, some people are bullied, some abused and others have both, and it is such a hard thing to cope with... Sometimes the depression is triggered off later in life or isint noticed untill it's too late.

I can't sit here and tell anyone to speak to someone about it because i know just how hard it is, i'm due to see someone about mine, because i told my doctor a lot of issues i've had, i can't be truly open just yet because i don't trust myself or anyone other than my doctor with my problems at the minute.

For anyone who is suffering i do suggest speaking to someone you trust weither it be family, friends, a teacher or even your doctor. I'm glad i spoke to my doctor, she has become my rock at the minute and hopefully when i meet this next person i can shift some of the pain i carry each and every day....

Please take care

Blessings and Love

Danielle

Seventeen Forever....

“We’re one mistake from being together
But let’s not ask why it’s not right
You won’t be seventeen forever
And we can get away with this tonight”
I am dedicating this song to someone special and inspirational, Love ya Leelee xxx

#AwesomeDoctorMoment

Yes i know im flooding everything lnked with me except my FB with AwesomeDoctorMoment, but doctor's don't always get the recognition they deserve, i adore my doctor because she helps me in so many ways. I am truly greatful.

Friday cannot come quick enough i wanna tell her how happy she's made me today, it's so nice not having to worry about my depression for a change Thank You My Awesome Doctor #MushyDoctorMoment♥

Holby City

Cannot believe Penny died :( i am a huge fan of Emma Catherwood and wish her all the best for the future, but i am still gonna miss you as penny lol.

One thing i have noticed is that al the best characters die... Maddie, Linden, Penny who's next....

Wednesday

So today i brought t-shirt transfers and a new top.... this did not go down well at all.... My printer decided it wasn't going to print colour :@ stupid thing. But i still have a t-shirt that says on the front "GirlInThePinkGlasses" and on the back it says "Team KD Superheroes" which i adore :) I love the fellow superheroes that i have on my Facebook and Twitter load's, we are one Huge Superhero Family :)

Karen did twitcam this evening and as always she was amazing, her blog's are always inspirational and her mummy phoned her too, Big love to Jenny!! We are truly blessed to have such a strong connection.

I love all the superheros :) and MamaSuperhero - Karen xxx

My First Blog

YAY my first blog, so ok i cried at waterloo road, Karen David was AMAZING much love to her xxx need to write more but can't think argghhhhhh lol :P